I Tangled myself.

I felt so bored the other day maybe because my husband worked until 7pm. He usually comes home around 3.30 but since he must work over time, he stayed until passed 7pm.

Since I had nothing to do while waiting my husband to be home, I watched a film by myself. And even if my husband was home, for sure he would not watch it because he might just say, it’s for the kids, corny or he doesn’t like cartoons. .

I tangled myself into the Tangled movie. An adventure to the maximum level was all I could say. I like that kind of film where there were so much fun, lots of singing, adventures and of course fantasies.

Oh well, my hours killed by my tangled movie. Have a great weekend folks.

school exams

I did talk already to all my teachers about the results of my end terms exams. One subject don’t know why but the rest are passed.

I'm thankful at least I did well to my other subjects but I still cannot believe of my one subject. I did passed all the exams and got a very good and high grades but I don’t know why I must continue few months next school term.

I talked to my teacher many times and asked why I should continue next term but she didn’t give me the exact reasons. She just said that it's better to continue next term. But why? I want a fix or valid reasons why I should continue...

I feel sick thinking about it. I think I did my very best asking my teacher about it. I know it's too late to act and action about this matter now. But all I want are answers of all my questions. HUH weird... whatever...

voted for the first time

Next week will be the Swedish elections and as early as of now, they already accepting voters to avoid long queue on the last day of elections. Unlike in the Philippines, it should be only one day of elections but here, is take weeks or so before the said date.

Today I did vote for the first time. Since I got my citizenship last April, I am able to vote also. I didn’t really know how I felt because it was my first time voting in my whole life. I never vote either when I was still in Philippines... It was take only few minutes and it was done…

I’m sure I did vote wisely. I conducted some interviews for some political party as part of my social study subject. My teacher assigned me the political party that I would interview and I’m thankful because my favorite party was assigned to me. .

All I can do now is to wait the results and hoping that my party will win. Same as my husband’s political party. Vote wisely Swedish people...

the world dropped on me

Last night, I couldn't sleep direclty. I was just lying in bed beside my hubby until early morning and recalling my fast and I came to the day when my father died.

It was just a normal day for me. I woke up early and fixed myself and went to my office but I read already a text from my brother informing that they were on their way to hospital because my father couldn’t breath.

I was planning to call from my landline office directly I came to my office and I did it. I talked to my brother and he was saying that they would go home soon. And he even said that I better talk to my mother because mama would want us to go home soon as we could.

I keep on calling for few hours but the answer I got was only, we should go home the sooner the better until my brother told me that they're already at home. That time, I couldn't resist for more. I talked to mama and she told me that my father was "dead on arrival" in the hospital. And I felt that the whole world dropped on me.

I didn't care how many officemates I had that time. All I did was crying as loud as I could and ran to my sister's condo. There we were crying but we planned and decided what to do. The next morning we were on our way to province.

This was what I was thinking last night which made me cry. I always cry every night especially if I remember my father. And also, almost every night, I dreamed of him, alive and healthy...

Oh how I miss him... I don’t know why I’m like this....God help me to understand about everything...