buhay nga naman

Ito ang unang pagkakataon na ako’y gumamit ng salitang tagalog. Malamang dahil sa mas mailabas ko ang aking nararamdaman.

Sa mga nakakaalam, ako’y nakatira dito sa Sweden halos 4 na taon na at sa apat na taon na yon, isang beses pa lang akong nakapagtrabaho. Ang trabhong yon ay mahigit isang buwan lang pero ako’y masaya at nanalangin na sana masundan.

May mga bagay minsan na kahit anong hirap man ay gagawin mo para sa ikakasaya ng pamilya mo. At my mga bagay na kahit man gustohin mong ibigay, hindi mo maibigay gawa ng hindi mo kaya o di kaya’y wala ka non.

Kaya lang, bakit kahit anong pag porsergi mo na ibigay lahat sa kanila ang mga hinihingi nila para na rin a ikakasiya nila, bakit parang hindi nila napapahalagahan?

Ang hirap no lalo na’t malayo ka, hindi maipaliwanag bakit ganon or ganyan or kung ano nararamdaman mo…

Pero para sa atin na malalayo sa pamilya, kunting text lang, pasasalamat kung my matanggap at kunting pangungumusta sobrang ikakasaya na natin. Kaya lang bakit hindi man lang nila tayo maalala pag wala silang kailangan?

Ganito talaga ang buhay ng mga nasa ibang bansa… Di bale basta masaya pamilya mo, masaya ka na rin.

bad day

Only God knows who and what kind of person we are.

For some personal reasons, I have a very bad, sad and disappointed day. I felt angry and hurt but I have nothing to do. All I can assure are, I’m happy, satisfied and bless to have a husband like mine and I have a happy family who loves me and be there for me anytime.Wishing everyone a happy weekend.

Feel very bad.

I just woke up and since i don't have school anymore, i went directly to my laptop and check my blog. When i saw my MESSAGE HERE box, i saw many messages so i click one by one and answers them. Then suddenly i notice this name Dave Lucas. I know very well and i understand that it's not christmas anymore. This is his message to me "Christmas is over! Time for you to get a new masthead for your blog! "

I felt bad because why he cares my background? I don't care if Christmas or whatever background i have because for me christmas is everyday. I like my background and i will not change it because of what Dave Lucas said. To those who don't like my background, just don't say something. It will just hurt me.

It's mine and i will do what i want to my blog. Sorry if i write like that. I just cannot stop myself.

he was angry

As i said to my last post, today was my betyg samtal. I got my result and i know already which course i will be next term.

Before i went to school, my husband asked me to change euro to ex-change office. He told me many many many times how much i would and i should get. But due of my stubborness, i followed what myself want. When i gave the money to the cashier, he said the amount and i was little bit happy because i got little extra money than my husband have told me.

My husband called me directly after i sent him text. Goshhhh he was angry already on the fone because there's a purpose why he wants the amount that he told me. He need coins but i got all bills.

When i came home, he asked me directly why i don't follow what he told me. I was affraid because he was angry. I knew it's my faults why he got angry. Even if it was my fault but still i cried very much. I cannot stop myself. I'm very sensitive and cry very fast. I am a stupid one!!!

I said sorry to him many times and i said "i will follow you next time". He said sorry too to me because he was acting too much. As of now, we are ok and back to our normal routine. (kulitan and asaran). Jag älskar dig älskling and i understand why you got angry. Sorry again and i promise it will never happen again.

i was sad

It was not really a good day for me yesterday.

As i mentioned to my last post, we (my classmates) was in a classical concert yesterday. It was boring for me and i tried myself to enjoyed it.

When i came home, i went directly to my laptop and surfed the net. My laptop was not really working well already around kl.19.00. So my husband decided that he would try to check something. The time that we we're about to check, suddenly it was off. We tried to on it and supposedly reinstall everything but unfortunately we cannot do anything.:-(.huhuhu... Atleast i save all the pictures and other important documents to our external hard drive.

As of now, i am using my husband's laptop. We will try to buy new laptop as soon as we can. What a day...

was not a good day

It was not really a good day for me yesterday. Me and my husband got little misunderstanding. I was too stubborn and too much pride so that's why it was not got well for a few hours. I sent a text to my friend Shy and asked her if it's ok to call her but she don't reply me. I don't remembered that she was in her friends wedding. But when she called me after an hour, i don't noticed my mobile. I just left my mobile i the bedroom and i was in the living room and it was silent.

I am too much sensitive so even just a small joke or little things that could hurt me, i cry directly. I cannot stop it. My husband told me that i am too much sensitive...lol.. That's why if I'm hurting, i should talk to someone who i can just talk to...hehehe.
Since Shy don't answered directly my text, i called Zeena instead. She is a very good friend of mine and at least we always speak English... We talked about our homeworks and what time we will meet tomorrow. After that called to Zeena, i was ok already...strange right?

Before the evening came, me and my husband was ok. Even we're not ok for few hours at least we should try to fix things before we sleep. And when we woke this morning, everything was fine and we're happy as usual. Happy weekend everybody...

My day...

How could i wish i have the same schedule as i had today for tomorrow and my last day of practic (friday)... I started my practic around 10.30am to 6.00pm ( i came home earlier). So even if i started litte bit late today still i woke up early morning and fix little. I washed my hair even if still cold outside. My husband always told me not to wash my hear before i go out if still cold or else i will freeze or get sick but as stubborn as i am i still did it...hsssss secret...

It was just a normal day of practic. The kids asked me time to time when i will finish my days with them. They don't want that i will stop working with them, lol...what a kids?... But i promised them that i will surely visit (hälsa på) them one day.

I got headache today because the kids don't really listen sometimes. They justs wanted to do what they wanted even if it's dangerous. They climed into a big stone today which they're not allowed and they took advantage of me because they thought that i'm very nice to them and i would allow them but unfortunately i don't and i shouted and got angry little. I acted too much actually but i must or else they will not respect me.

Even if the kids is too much work, but still i will surely miss them. I still have two days with them. I miss my school, my friends, and my teachers but this is my life. Hope someday i can use to this situation.